You’re pulling this shit with me, right now? I don’t need another stress to add on. /
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Sometimes life throws a fuck load of shit at you. But its not about how much shit you can take, it’s about realising that its happening and still moving with your life. As much as shit can get you down and cause you to stop feeling. Alive. Shit’s happened, and sometimes all you can do is sit down and accept it, even when you really wish that nothing was happening.I DONT GIVE A FUCK! I'm tired okay.Ssoooo damn tired. Why can't I just be happy like I used to be? Why can't you people try to understand me. You don't even know me and I'm sure you've never talked to me then who the hell are you to judge me? YOU DON'T KNOW ME AT ALL! Stop judging me like you know me. Nobody knows the real me. Nobody bother to ask if i'm fine or what. So why go busybody poking your nose in my business? Who gives you the right to do that? Do you know that I often cry myself to sleep? do you know that I have trust issue? Do you know that I FUCKING HATE MYSELF? NO! Right? See! This is what I'm taking about! Why go judging me when you don't even know a thing about me. I've lost a lot of people in my life. People walk away from my life. People hurt me! thats the reason why I act like I don't own a heart. I'm tired of getting hurt! you can call me a cold-hearted girl and so on but before that, make sure you know all about me.
I give up. Like I am at the point of breaking. I am just at the mental state where my brain is filled to capacity with confusion. My intellectuals are like not working. It’s like, my brain is just filled with acid, and it’s burning everything in my mind. I have so much on my mind, and every time I think of something new, I just get this feeling that I want to cry. My throat gets all groggy, and my eyes start to sting. But I hold back the tears. I don’t want to seem weak. I know crying is ok. But not when you are just thinking about things. I guess I need to get this all off of my mind. I need to think about all my options, and my priorities right now.
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I’m the type of person that enjoys making an impact on people’s day. I enjoy putting a smile on others faces. It doesn’t matter if they are a complete stranger or a best friend. I treat everyone with the same amount of respect. I’m the type of person that says “please” and “thank you”. The person that holds the door open for you. The person that lets you cut ahead in line. The person that says “bless you” when you sneeze. The person that spots you a couple dollars if you need it. The person that picks up your pencil off the floor. The person that reminds you that not everyone is cold hearted and distant. The person that shows you that not all good people are gone. The one that makes an impact on your day whether it be only for a minute or a lifetime. I’m the person that shows you that there still is hope in humanity. I’m the person that believes acts of kindness can change the world for the better.
