I don't exactly know how long I can act that I don't need anyone in my life. I don't know how long I can pretend that I'm fine. Grandpa was so sick last christmas eve and we all thought that his time has come and I don't know if I can take it if grandpa ever leaves us. I know I need to be strong since I'm the eldest granddaughter but I don't think that I can. I have no one to turn to tell about my feelings. I only can talk to God hoping that he would listen to me. We did not celebrate christmas this year. I pretty much slept for the whole day on christmas day due to my tiredness for spending the whole christmas eve at the hospital. The doctor told us to prepare our hearts and I just don't know how to prepare my heart. I mean how can you prepare you heart when you know your love one is dying.
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I’m the type of person that enjoys making an impact on people’s day. I enjoy putting a smile on others faces. It doesn’t matter if they are a complete stranger or a best friend. I treat everyone with the same amount of respect. I’m the type of person that says “please” and “thank you”. The person that holds the door open for you. The person that lets you cut ahead in line. The person that says “bless you” when you sneeze. The person that spots you a couple dollars if you need it. The person that picks up your pencil off the floor. The person that reminds you that not everyone is cold hearted and distant. The person that shows you that not all good people are gone. The one that makes an impact on your day whether it be only for a minute or a lifetime. I’m the person that shows you that there still is hope in humanity. I’m the person that believes acts of kindness can change the world for the better.