Sadness? Sadness is an emotion that can be described as a pain felt in the heart, or like you are going to implode. It can come with reaction of tears. You feel alone and fighting it with yourself. You either get cheered up by food or the ones you love. Cutting. I need to cut just to feel okay. Pathetic right? Well, I'm just dealing with my pain and thoughts. I have scars on my left arm. I stopped but then I chose to pick up the razor last November. I was broken so I decided to cut again just to stop the pain that was slowly destroying me. Since that I can't stop cutting whenever the pain decides to visit me. Maybe someday I'll be cut free but not now. I'm dealing with so much pain right now and I need that razor. Some people need to stop judging me and just leave me alone. I don't need anything. I'll deal my own pain using my way. I may look stupid in your eyes but trust me, I'm not. I drown my pain with pain. Plus I just want to cut myself and get drunk on my birthday because no one loves a girl who is sad all the time. Look at the tears in my eyes. Look at my bruised and sliced up arm and tell me again that words can't hurt me.
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I’m the type of person that enjoys making an impact on people’s day. I enjoy putting a smile on others faces. It doesn’t matter if they are a complete stranger or a best friend. I treat everyone with the same amount of respect. I’m the type of person that says “please” and “thank you”. The person that holds the door open for you. The person that lets you cut ahead in line. The person that says “bless you” when you sneeze. The person that spots you a couple dollars if you need it. The person that picks up your pencil off the floor. The person that reminds you that not everyone is cold hearted and distant. The person that shows you that not all good people are gone. The one that makes an impact on your day whether it be only for a minute or a lifetime. I’m the person that shows you that there still is hope in humanity. I’m the person that believes acts of kindness can change the world for the better.
