I'm so freaking tired with my life. I know I'm blessed and I'm thankful to God but I'm just too tired dealing with people. It feels like I'm too attached to them and I end up getting hurt. Why people? Why always hurt me? I want to run away. Somewhere far far away from here. I just want to leave Malaysia. My problem is I have high expectation on people and the result of that is disappointment. I expect them to be good which they are not. I'm so tired of having feelings. I just want to feel numb. In that way, I won't feel anything. Dear ex, why now? Why not before? When I was head over heels over you? It is too late now. I've already found my other half and I just want him. It has been 5 years and 8 months you know since that day. I delete you on fb because I just can't stand you sending message everyday. I'm tired of dealing with you. Lets just move on and live.
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I’m the type of person that enjoys making an impact on people’s day. I enjoy putting a smile on others faces. It doesn’t matter if they are a complete stranger or a best friend. I treat everyone with the same amount of respect. I’m the type of person that says “please” and “thank you”. The person that holds the door open for you. The person that lets you cut ahead in line. The person that says “bless you” when you sneeze. The person that spots you a couple dollars if you need it. The person that picks up your pencil off the floor. The person that reminds you that not everyone is cold hearted and distant. The person that shows you that not all good people are gone. The one that makes an impact on your day whether it be only for a minute or a lifetime. I’m the person that shows you that there still is hope in humanity. I’m the person that believes acts of kindness can change the world for the better.