FUCK YOU FOR MAKING ME MISERABLE. /
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I am so fucking sad and I just want to watch this world burn. Why? Because some people think they are so perfect that all they can do is look down to other people. Asal bebeh, kau nak lah. so why the fuck kaw suruh aku jadi member Student Council? Fuck you okay. Kau nak sangat bebeh, kolej tu berlambak bebeh. Aku sedih lah dengan orang macam ni, marah pun ada. Asal bebeh, korang sayang lah. Aku nak tanya sikit nie, mak korang tu bebeh ka? Tak kan? Dah tua. So korang tak sayang ke kat mak korang. Please lah, umur dah nak masuk 30 tapi mentality macam budak umur 10 tahun. Thank you. Thank you because I now have a reason to slit my fucking wrist again because of the stress that you guys are giving me. Nie bukan kali pertama tahu, dah lama dah aku perasaan yang kau tu pilih kasih tapi aku makan hati dan sabar. Eh come on lah, kata CGPA 4.00 habis kenapa perangai macam saitan nie. setiap kali kaw buat macam tu, kisah silam aku datang menghantui aku. Kisah silam di mana orang meninggalkan aku sebab aku bukan bebeh. Kisah yang aku langsung tak nak ingat sebab aku dah ada orang yang sayang sangat kat aku. Orang yang terima aku dengan seadanya. But it seems that I'm falling apart again because of this same shit. and the only thing that can make me feel better is by slitting my wrist. That is the only way that can take my pain away. I now I've promised that I'll never slit again but it seems that the feeling is back. The feeling of anger, sadness, stress and etc.